Today is the most relax and boring day i ever had. I realised I've became a workaholic. I felt so wasting time when do ntg. I felt so bored when do ntg. AND the most worst things is i had lost my passion . I forgot what i had set for myself in the past. i dunno what is my future plan.
My brain is all full of him. My whole body and soul are all belongs to him. I only wish to help him in his career. I only wish to see him not so stress in work. I only wish he can archived what he wan. i really dun mind to sacrificed myself to him. because is more worth to have my own passion but giv it to someone i really love .
i really feel stress recently. Hard to explain whats my feeling now. How wish i can be like a bird, flying around. rest when tired, fly when needed, eat when hungry. But i knew that no matter how freedom to be a bird , it still nid a shutter to stay. where is my home then?
